hi readers!

i apologize coz in nvr update for very long. no particular reason. sometime busy and sometimes lazy.

hah. life has been quite fine for me. love most of it. though something i must say. i hate my dad.
i don't even think he is fit to be called dad. i made it clear to my mum i will not take care of him. for things he has never done and things he has done. i just hate him so very much. trust me. it ain't any minor matter. its some really considerably big issues. showing the finger right to his face is something just to nice for him.

i hear another shit about him i swear i will put a padlock on the gate.


urghh.


btw i feel quite happy with my progress academically. though maths is still poor. but i already am getting help for it. it kinda works. enough said. we just have to see the outcome..

my days are quite busy so i try my very best to incorporate exercise whenever i have time.

so i feel quite satisfied.

i am so deifinitely going to catch the harry potter movie. i dun care how khairi critisised the film. like whatever.

ok lar bye.

just like sand in the hour glass, so are the days of our lives.


see ya when i see ya.

NO LONGER ORDINARY AIR CADETS,
WE ARE AIR SPECIALIST!



hey all ! back from spec!


the course was very enriching i must say.
stressful but nonetheless the best course i attended so far.
and the most memorable for me was the friends that i made.
first and foremost the best dude ever, IRFAN then HYRZA,DARYL and a few more i cannot remember.oops?

haha.

the trip to IGTS was very gerek to the max.

although the test were stressful the friends i made will be never ever forgotten.
our bond is stronger than super glue. haha.
i really am touched by what they said to me along the way of the course and right when i was about to open up that envelope. they had more confidence in me then i had in myself and that really touched me. i really wanted to cry and hug them if i could but i just was too cowardly to show my feelings.they really made me wish spec course was longer.
and just this morning one of them told me how much he misses me.
you know that just melts my heart... i never felt such strong presence of a really great friend in my life.

spec course is indeed a lyfe changing experience.

i miss you guys. wonder what you are doing.

hope for the best for all you specialist now.(:

good day!


heyy. hows lyfe? bet you asses are enjoying ur holiday and procrastinating huh?
dun think i dont know. project and homework not done.
naughty ppls.

haha. i also havent do.
been busy with goldwing,classes and specialist course prep.

uh its all sucking the lyfe outta me.
no lyfe liddat.
ok still amidst packing my bag for spec
still need to buy pad lock and uniform cover tmr.

so wednesday comeback from class dhen i prepare my training aid and studied for mutuals. i think i did a good job(for a guy) so i will ask amirah to help me do the finishing touches tomorrow.


gonna be gone for 4 days. ohh. gonna miss my room alot.
ok lets wrap up this post with a nice story.

lotsa things happened. for instance, this "person" who is such an assholyshit that he dhe oes not even deserve to be labelled as human. bet most of you know bout it lar. how he betrayed his friends. not just this once.

he just refuses to admit it even when i slapped the facts ryte in his face. he just let his other friend shoulder the blame. he did the mistake too and thus causing his friend to do the same thing. note that he allowed his friend to do it. few of us know. he does it too. but when things happened he push all the blame to his friend. seriously that is the most despicable thing he has done. even i am flabbergasted. its just wrong.

i hated him. and the other two of us who were in the same click hated him.
he knew it.
he made friends with this particular person.
this particular person defended him and stood by his side all the tyme.
but now this particular person knows what kind of an asshole this "person" is.
trust me. even i was disgusted by his actions.
not only did he refused to confess but he made thing look uglier for the particular person.
ppl say i judge him and its not fair.
but i read the book repeatedly and it still sucks.
the title of the book you say? assholyshit
this is just one chapter. there are many others.

i dun really wanna say more coz i just get angrier when i think bout it.
even when that particular person aint so close to me, i feel as an onlooker that he should not just sit still. this is the right time to retaliate. this is the time for revenge man. its just the beginning for that bastard.



so thats about it. for now.
gonna go out later.
see ya ard!

hi guys.

i have been disconnected from the cyberworld for quite long eh?

coz it was exams and all that.

been very busy and tired lately.

exams were ok. i did better than expected in some and worst in maths.

i passed chemistry! cool ryte?


i studied like shit for social studies and never get an A.

english oso paper tough. alot failed ryte?
i passed lar but not that good. only one person A2.


physics was ok lar.

malay i did better than expected but i think i could have done better. sseriously. my karangan was like good but some errors here and there. and its like stupid mistakes.


oh and F&N i got a freaking A1. topped my class. but still not satisfied. i was looking for marks u noe? and i got some. then i found a few more and mdm kuang dun wanna give the marks reason being i already got A1 and top. wth? i want my marks.


oh ya and english i could have gotten more marks. i spotted some marking error for my letter. the format is yours sincerely if you know the recipient and yours faithfully if u dont know the recipient. but the god damn marker circled my yours faithfully and put a cross there. god damn her. there was no identification of a recipient so its your faithfully damn shit. ergh. dhen she tick on khairi's paper yours sincerely as correct when there was also no recipient.did she get her degree in teaching english? my eng teacher ask her about it and she said she never minus marks for it. the why the fuck she put an X there? logical? think about it.


erghhh.


ohh n ppl hu failed 4 subjects or more had to meet hod vp or p. lucky i save.




so had sec 3 camp. not great but definitely made lotsa friends. they rock.oh and i keep on disturbing my coach and group 8 coach. got others oso ah.

in dhe end. my voice all gone. lol


ok lar bye.


later i got PTC. hasta la vista

What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


hi inhabitants of earth.


yeah i know. my blog is so dying.


but i am trying my best to revive it as much as i can.


this week has been a not-so-bad-week. its just that the days are getting so stretchy.


teachers are getting really cranky. what is up with that. there are projects to do. homework.


and i know most of you realise this. the god damn teachers that teach a subject thinks that that is THE only subject in our whole life. for goodness sake.there are other subjects to think about. to think you have teaching as a profession when your I.Q and E.Q .are as good as rats ass.

wake up ! our life are depressing enough with all this crap ass shit you all give us and you make your lessons, the tyme we have to stare at ur faces, even more unbearable when you guys comment about us. and i know some people may offend u but why the heck are you venting your frustration and making the whole class feel bad.

we know it ourselves that exams are coming. no need for ur countless reminders and words that throw us back. why? and is it our fault that your teaching is slow, that the laptops or yours dun work or that you miss lessons with us due to reasons beyond our bloody control.

ok change topic.
on thursday went for trainfire . this time it was different. we used the Singapore Assault Rifle 21(SAR21)it was pretty cool and fun. love the contours of the rifle. like a wife. hehe.

then the next day which was friday was x-country.
i was supposed to wake up in the morning to meet the peeps at mac at 6 and i set my alarm to 4.30. but guess what? i woke up at six. i quickly bath and change and stuffs(: by then it was 6.20. i must be at school by 6.30 so i take cab to school. more ka-ching going to waste for school purposes. the whole thing was energy consuming but i definitely had fun with,hanafi,danish,khairi,ihsan,haikal and i cant remember hu else. we even made our own entertainment coz we were freaking bored.
haha. damn gerek!

den i go solat jumaat. den aliff follow me back home. i bath and changed and we met up with the others to watch the unborn. It is a SUPERB SHOW. highly recommended by moi and friends. go watch it. its a mixture of sadness,horror and thrill. great combo. after that we go walk2 somemore and den went to jurong point because of some crazy people. (: haha.

den today i rot at home.suppose to go to hanafi bdae party which i have no clue what happened to it.



well , see you all soon.

hello!


erm..ok let's see. k on monday aft school had fsd training. was tiring coz we go back late.
need to do homework oso..
den tuesday fsd again. ah dying.need to do homework get things done for aero.not enough SLEEP!
then wednesday go HQ for part a hands on aeromodelling. so damn hot and burning. then plane keep on got problem. we also got problem. den also sudd rain then cannot fly. half of them nvr get to fly. sad ryte?

haha



then thursday go hq again. for fsd training. walau, by then i was happy i was still alive. my teachers giving lots of homework. then need to study. then also need to pack my bag and all the usual stuff. my teachers like piss that we always leave to go hq when exams are drawing close.what to do ryte?
then friday after solat jumaat. i just cracked. lucky no ncc training
at home resting.

then today got fsd comp.


ok dats it

hey world!



my blog is like so dead boring..

thats why i am updating it now. DUH?



erm so camp was alright. first timers running camp so can't wait for the second one.

alot of casualties huh?
alamak ppl eat first lar before coming to camp. unless you are like me...got extra fuel to burn. i never eat before ncc trainings or pds or whatsoever.. surprising seyh.


erm that had alot of lessons. which means alot of homework. and guess what? my math teacher freakingly call home and said my file is not in. whatthefreak? i handed it in and my friends saw it too? so please teachers if you want to call home get you facts right ferst. you know how much unhappiness you caused? urghhhhhh!!!! URGGHHHHH! whatever if you say i did not hand in. its not my fault you let open on the chair for people to borrow and use as examples and they don't return it. MY PROBLEM AH?



crappy.



urghh




then thursday had physics remedial.okay lah not bad...den right after class my teacher spoke to a small group of us to discuss bout the class bbq. our welfare monitor did such a bad job. in the end she plan the thing there and then and we executed the plan. she is lucky she has us in her class. we marinated the chicken. and stuffs like that and others disseminated info to the rest of the class. i bought the thing. gosh i was tired and i still rushed to get things done. and some ppl were acting pro and commenting on my fire when their fire we so f ing lousy. ryte? haha. lol.the ppl there know what happened. lazy to elaborate.


okay thats all i am willing to talk about.


bye.



signing off ,


iqbal